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Tonight was the full moon. The 9th of April. The Pink Moon.
The Egg Moon. Even the word April sounds like rain; it spittles from the mouth
with the open promise, the gathering of air for the “A” and the plosive “pr”
ending with the tongue lap of “l” at the back of the teeth. Water held back,
pressed behind the dam. But that rain, as the rhyme goes, the April showers
hold the promise of May flowers. Next full moon – The Milk Moon. The Flower
Moon.
Two nights ago i dreamed i stood in a huge backyard, a large
farmhouse behind me. It wasn’t quite an open field as it was fenced off. The
grasses were tall in places and something straw-colored was moving through the
area towards me. But all i could see were its dark eyes and furry antlers. It
seemed to be part moose or reindeer and masculine – it was so large, but as it
drew closer, it became softer, graceful, almost feminine despite the large
antlers on its head to indicate male. It was more a Mule deer, a buck.
We both approached each other cautiously and as the deer
stood still before me, it morphed into a woman. It occurred to me that i should
invite her for dinner; a big party was being thrown by extended family, though
it was no family i knew of and no occasion i could name. When i introduced my
new friend to the men in the family, they leered a bit, patted at her long legs
and lap asking why she was so quiet. I explained that she was foreign and
didn’t speak the language, so the deer-woman just smiled softly at them and
looked strangely at me. i grew anxious as we visited because i felt that at any
moment, her glamour would break and she would morph back into the powerful,
antlered creature that would bound through the room, kick over furniture and
dishes and smash through the back door to escape. The thought plagued me so
heavily i pleaded with my eyes to the deer-woman and indicated with my head
that we should go back outside. She nodded and followed me.
This lead me to seek out the mythology of the deer, the
stag, ways to interpret the dream. It begins even in Neolithic Cave art where
the depiction of people for hunting or shamanistic practice, dress in deer hide
and wear antlers. In Classical times, the ‘Stag God’ was paramount to the
Scythians and other peoples across the Eurasian steppes. To the Hungarians (my
ethnic background) there is a great horned doe, which shone in multicolour
lights and its antlers glittered from light.
There is the Spring renewal, the chase after the stag is a
hunt for the return of the sun, searching for its light and heat which during
Winter is taken away by the stag. The girls of the legend are the does, the
daughters of light (Leukepius in Greek), who return the light and fertility of
the sun. For that reason they have names which indicate “light, white, burning”
Dula=Gyula,Gyul…, Sar=gold, light, stag. Bular or Bugur=stag in Turkic.
Ancient Norse mythology tells how 4 stags run in the
branches of the ash and browse the foliage of the world-tree Yggdrasil, eating
away the buds (hours), blossoms (days) and branches (seasons). Their names are:
Dain, Dvalin, Duneyr, Durathor and are thought to represent the four winds.
The deer image itself representing innocence and a return to
the wilderness.
In Celtic mythology, the deer
is a magical creature, able to move between the worlds and many tales have
humans transformed into deer. The antlers of the stag are compared to
tree-branches (the world-tree Yggdrasil) and since they are shed and re-grown
every year represent fertility, rejuvenation and rebirth.
- Source: http://littleredelf.com/2009/04/10/the-egg-moon-the-deer-woman/
- Source: http://littleredelf.com/2009/04/10/the-egg-moon-the-deer-woman/
(Gerda and Reindeer)
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