I LEARN ABOUT THE
TAROT...
A 20 YEAR ODYSSEY
Long ago, when I was
married to my first husband; his mother used to read the cards for friends and
family. She was elderly; a native of Sonora, Mexico; spoke no english. The way
she read cards was very different from what you'd expect. She used a deck of
regular playing cards.These seemed to give her all the information she needed.
(She predicted the unfortunate outcome of our marriage!) A few years later,
when the marriage was over and I was an art student at the University of
California,I discovered the work of Carl Jung: archetypes; dream symbols;
symbols in general. I became fascinated with symbols. Among the symbols I used
in my own art were those found on playing cards - but whenever I used one of
them I was always thinking not of the games of chance with which cards are usually
associated, but rather of symbols to be divined...
After moving to Tucson
I developed an interest in metaphysics in general. I like to
"investigate" things and I found myself going to various psychic
readers just to see what that was like. I was most impressed by a tarot reading
that I got from a local woman. She told me that the cards never lied; if only
one could interpret them correctly! All that this woman told me in the reading
came to pass. Well, that set me off! I loved the symbols I'd seen on the tarot
cards anyway, and so I decded to "investigate" tarot. I am very
independent and somewhat of a loner; so rather than continuing to visit readers
I began my own independent investigation of tarot. I read every book and
publication on tarot I could find, and collected many tarot decks (I've given
away many decks I acquired over the years and still have a collection of over
100!). I found that learning the meanings of the cards and combining these to
tell a story came easy to me, for some reason. From a strictly esthetic
viewpoint, I loved some of the very beautiful and artistic decks various people
had created. Content was (and is) equally important to me, 'tho, and I was also
very interested to see how certain people had altered the meanings of some cards
in their decks because those cards had come to symbolize something other than
the traditional meaning for them. That, coupled with reading Mary Greer's
"Tarot for Yourself", led me to believe that tarot is individual and
personal - it truly becomes a personal symbol system when used often enough for
oneself. Something that I "fell out of love" with along the way was
the traditional Rider-Waite deck; whose images I came to consider rather
patriarchal. The first deck that I felt totally comfortable with for my own
personal use was Vicki Noble's "Motherpeace". I liked her philosophy
of hope and her innocent but powerful images. A few years later I happened upon
Carol Bridges' "Medicine Woman" deck and I found her philosophies to
be in sync with my own about tarot also. Over the years these 2 decks have
remained my favorites and are the ones I use to read with. I have devised my
own layout/system for readings and frequently use both decks for a single
reading. In my explorations I found a couple of other "non
traditional" (different format) decks that I find appealing also; these
are the "Medicine Cards" by Jamie Sams and David Carson; and
"The Cards of Winds and Changes" (A Voice from the Earth) by Judith
Pintar. I'll probably continue to use all these cards for myself until my deck
is complete.
I got pretty good at
reading over the years, and for a while actually gave readings to the public.
After about 5 years of doing this I decided I didn't want to read for anyone
other than myself anymore. My experiences with all the various persons I had
read for had only convinced me that the proper and best way to use tarot was
indeed for yourself - either as a meditational tool or to come to terms (if one
can be both strong enough and objective enough) with the events in one's life.
Realizing this, I knew
that I must create my own tarot deck. I knew that it would be a huge project. I
began in 1995 with the major arcana. I work slowly, so the deck is far from
done; but constantly in progress! I'm exhibiting the images here to create
discussion and to hopefully encourage others to create their own cards. If I
can do it; you can too!
My Own Tarot Deck...
My Biggest Art
Project!
For me, what a tarot
deck boils down to is a set of symbols representing archetypes and archetypal
experiences that are possible in our lives. In developing my own cards I
realized that I needed to set up a sort of cohesive "master plan" for
the whole thing before I began. This may be altered somewhat as I go along,
especially since I like to work intuitively! But the basic guidelines I set up
for my deck are as follows...
The Major Arcana
symbolize the various roles we will play in our lives. They are the "big
energies", representing divine intervention, if you will. We don't work on
them: they work on us! In my deck I am keeping some of the traditional names
for these cards; but changing some. For example, I call my card 5 not
"Heirophant" but "Judge" because that more readily
represents a conventional authority figure for me. For more of my thoughts on
the Major Arcana, go to my page "The Fool and the Major Arcana".
(link at left)
The Minor Arcana cards
Ace thru 10 are elemental cards and depict activities and events that we may
encounter in daily life. I call my suits (and there are FIVE of them, by the
way!) by their elemental names - AIR: involving swords; knives; blades, and
arrows; deals with mental processes and struggle; orientation East; time of day:
Dawn; time of year: Spring - colors Red to Yellow. FIRE: involving wands,
sticks, pipes; deals with energies/channels (expression, in-spiration);
orientation South; time of day: Noon; time of year: Summer - colors Yellow to
Green. WATER: involving cups; bowls; vessels: dealing with emotions (love
and/or friendship, devotion); orientation West; time of day Sunset; time of
year: Fall - colors Green to Blue. ETHER: (my fifth suit...falls in the deep
blue time after dark- the dreamtime) involving dream images and dealing with
the dreamspace and other non-ordinary realities; orientation Zenith/Nadir;
colors deep Blue to Purple. And EARTH: involving discs, stones, beads, shields;
deals with the physical/material (resources, livelihood); orientation North; time
of day: Night; time of year: Winter - colors Purple thru the Red of a New Dawn.
These Minor Arcana form a wheel of experience; the colors a spectral wheel. I
have re- figured the traditional "people cards" that appear at the
end of each suit (Page; Knight; Queen; King) to reflect personality styles that
fit myself better (a woman, childless by choice) - these are Child, Student,
Teacher, Elder.
In my explorations,
I've run into a few decks created by artists who consciously chose not to
depict any negative experiences or imagery. This idea sounds appealing; and for
some sort of personal meditational work these may be O.K. The trouble is: life
is not like that! And if one wants a true depiction of real life possibilities
and events for divination then there will be some negativity involved, and I
have accepted this in creating my deck.
As for the physics of
creating the images: they are acrylics on unprimed canvas, consistently sized
at 18"x24" (A size I feel very comfortable working with). I write and
sketch about each image in a special Tarot journal before I begin on the
canvas. Each one is truly a meditation for me. I realize it may take me years
to complete this deck; at the same time I feel it may be personally the most
important work of my life!
- Source: http://turtlewoman.tripod.com/Tarot.html
- Ether, the fifth suit: https://hiddenlighthouse.wordpress.com/category/ether-2/
http://aelfhame.net/~darkhawk/elem2.html (combination)
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